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♥ Tuesday, July 15 ♥
At this current moment, i don't know what to say or how to feel.
But i thank you for letting me know things that i wished i hadnt knew.
But, carrying on would definitely not be the best option because i'd be the one suffering in the end.
Well....I have no idea if i should feel sad or relief.
But all i know is that i'm greatly disappointed and i cant help but feel robbed of my feelings.
I never imagined him to be who he is.
well, i agree with what you said that i finally saw his true colours. Not exactly the most pleasant one, but well, at least i've seen it.And considering that i've thought sooo highly of him all these while. I think i've just wasted my time, but its never too late. =)
I wished i've heeded their warning and advice right from the start,even before anythin started..but apparently, their words fell on deaf ears.And i can bet on a million bucks that my friends will spam me a million " I told you so! see what you've landed yourself into" .. i'm sorry guys! i know i'm stubborn. But its alright! you'll never know it until you've experienced it yourself. =)

Thanks for comforting me, but i know that i'm doing alright and life goes on.
seriously, i'm pretty much lost for words and i'm just staring at the comp with a blank mind.

i just feel that it was all just a lie and a false front. sorry, i cant help feeling this way.
but i wouldnt deny that i was happy. but that happiness that i had experienced, was it all just a show to make me happy???
you have everyone fooled.. at i'm trying hard to differentiate what was real and what was not.
scary huh? and at the end of the day, i realised that i never really knew you at all. But it doesnt matter. =)

I am not mad nor am i very sad. I'm neither losing sleep nor crying because of a broken heart... Just feelin a lil more stonned then normal.
I cant say i'm heart borken-heart broken..its more like pure disappointment... I have never really felt this much of a disappointment in my life or with someone before. Dont know how i should deal with it thou, but i guess it'll just fade away within this week and its gonna be another lesson in life...
i shouldnt be so trusting anyway, thats my weakpoint .but somehow, after many incidents, i still have not learnt my lesson.
rawr!!!


oh well, all i can say is Shit happens.
and i'll deal with it.


enough of the emo yet not so emo shit.
Dragon boat outing on sat. wonder if i should go..i wld have to rush home from sentosa and meet viv and gang..
Dance starts next thurs and wakeboarding the week after next..
$$$$ fly away.... gotta work extra hard !
Bridging exams around the corner and my maths still cmi.

oh well. i'm off to work now.

ciaos!




left her thoughts ♥ 6:37:00 AM